Rant

Why do people come and go out of your life so quickly. Not even talking about physically leaving but being emotionally there and invested. This girls got me tripping because she's so hard to read. I love how she's reserved, quiet and conservative but I'm not a mind reader and she never talks about her feelings. She could be into someone else and I would never know. But part (if not all) of the problem is me worrying about it. I probably make problems where there arnt any, overthinking every little thing. Hate this guessing game, think the best plan is just prepare for the worst. Could go 1 of two ways. 1 worry and care, ask her friends talk to her be clingy think about her all that. 2 become emotionally absent, back out and if she comes asking then talk, if she lets it happen then you have your answer. This is terrible, not sure why I get attached, probably shouldn't again for awhile. Need something else in my life so I'm not dependent on variables that change so quickly.